He said that they have to get the tumors to stop growing first, then they can consider removing them and that right now, I am not at that point right now.
I also have to go home to meet up with a home health care person who will be bringing me a breathing machine that will help with the crap going on in my lungs.
The doctor had that look in his eyes like he felt sorry for me, because I was stupid and don't get how sick I am. I am going to talk to Dr. Chawla on Monday and see what my true health condition is right now. I know I have to get that scan done before they really know, but the doctor said he felt I should be taking it easier, that work shouldn't be my focus, that surviving this sarcoma should be.
I can't lie, I am scared now. More than I was. I think everyone thinks they are invincible, including me...apparently, I'm not invincible.
I am home now, and waiting for my health care person to show up. I stopped and picked up all my prescriptions. Cori stopped by to say hello. I think I'll just lay down for a little while. Crazy how exhausted you can get from just driving home from Santa Monica.
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